silly girl in the corner :))

i keep telling myself, tonight is going to be fun. it is. i'm gonna have a good time. but it's like no matter what there's always drama. gosh i hate drama. it makes my stomach hurt. as soon as chels gets back tomorrow the whole room is going to explode and everyone is going to be upset. i love my roomates. i do, but my nerves are shot. i feel like i'm carrying around a bag full of rocks and no one else can really help me out. it sucks. i'll just have fun while i can and wait for the pressure to build until finally it'll pop.