can i make a comment?

so i dunno how i feel right now. i wanna be happy, but i still feel like crap. i mean i'm going on this awesome retreat with at least kathryn. even if no one else goes. i skyped bearokuda last night and i hadn't talked to him in forever so that was tight. and then i skyped with carleigh so that was super chill too. she's happy and things are good. i have friends here now. i go out with people like every night. so what's the issue? like why do i still have to be bummed out? valentine's day is coming.. liberty, i will be skipping all my classes just so i dont have to see any of your couples. i will.



but kesha you're making my heart go on every day :) shankss