Friday, November 12, 2010

no way

feelings of mixed frustration, longing, and desire. frustration on the subject of not knowing what in the world i'm doing. longing for someone to hold me and just say everything'll be ok. and desire to feel like confident again.

i know God can be all these things, but i just feel like.. alone. i know i'm not. i think that's another bit of the frustration.

1 comment:

Stephanie Marie said...

you are never alone, my love. and you've done nothing wrong. these feelings are to be expected... just know that you have a loving support system of family and friends that are here for you no matter what! we love you and we care about you. not only that, but God loves you. even though we can't always feel Him working in us, He will uplift and heal us with time, His time. i love you, dear friend. i'm always here for you if you wish to talk. again, i love you! you are strong, and you will get through this! i know you will.