he'll come shining. past that ones who couldn't compare.
he'll be there. the only one i see. and nothing not one thing will keep him away.
i have to believe that he's coming i mean. if i didn't then surely i wouldn't hope and dream of him.
but for now God fill that hole.
better still be that hole forever.
Friday, May 6, 2011
so i may or may not have a slight obsession with weheartit.com... just sayin :) here's a couple of my favorites from today :)
none of them really have too much in common other than the fact that i really like them... and my downloads says that those are only what four of the one hundred and two that i saved on my computer today :) tehehehehehe
tonight i will be working a youth lock in at the church in lynchburg that i've been going to. i'm excited. hopefully the kids like it. gahhh i'm kinda nervous. and then i'll be back tomorrow and do some nappin and studying and then hanging out with hannah and uriah and allyson and jeremy. it's weird i really didn't think i would be getting close with anyone in the little bit of time i had left. but i ended up getting really close to them. especially hannah. it makes my heart happy. and ps i dunno if i've told you but i'm gonna be a prayer leader next year!! ahhh!! i'm soo stoked!! i'm kinda scared because it's like a ton of scripture to memorize which i know i'll do but like i'm kinda like ahhh what if the girls dont like me ya know? hopefully that wont be a problem. i'm a generally fun person yeah? so whatever i'm just gonna trust in God and know that He is gonna give me the words to say to these girls because i'm going to be growing in my faith all the time and im praying that God will work through me and build up theirs too :)
i love you mucho and richmond dont miss me too much longer cause i'll be home tuesday!!
some girls are just way too into drama. it blows my mind. i dont understand. why would you wanna put yourself into a situation between other people that you have no business being in? it's unnecessary stress. like seriously? i mean i'm sure there are guys that do it, but thank the Lord i have my choice girl friends that i'm really close to and don't have to deal with that stupid crap. honestly. and how can you tell someone what to do? especially now? um i'm not sure if you've noticed but we're in college and live on our own now. for reals umm yeah i'm pretty sure we can make our own decisions on how we want to approach confrontation. we all have our own way of dealing with things and my lanta if someone wants to get the advice of others on a particular situation then they should be able to. and you know what else FRIENDS AREN'T PROPERTY! they are people and have their own free will and no one has to report to anyone about who they can and cannot say hey to or hang out with. ridiculous. that's petty. it's also not practical to ask questions if you dont wanna know the answer. i understand that yes sometimes it's hurtful, but you asked. how can you be mad when you asked? and how can you expect someone to want to be with you when you gang up on them. that's asking too much. i just feel like it isn't necessary. it's none of my business but my day when you say that i'm one of the people that say you can't hang out that's a little o.d. i dont do anything to anyone but be nice. rawr. again i'm glad that i couldn't care less what any says about me. i'm over girls and their stupid petty drama. i'm so glad the Lord blessed me that way. after everything i've been through He brought me out on top. thank you God.
i love my friends and i wanna hang out, but the work has piled up. i went this whole semester with like no work and now.. ugh. stress to the max. and on top of that i'm ready to kick my roomates. they are loud all the time, like when i'm trying to sleep or study or whatever. and the room is friggin messy as i dont know what! it's ridiculous!! im sad to leave my friends here, but man oh man am i ready to get the heck outta that room!! i got my prayer leader form in yesterday, so hopefully i'll get that, and if not then it wasn't meant to be and maybe i'll try again next semester. i'm not worried about it. i love you!!
yo dudee, it's been like eight and a half years and i should really be doing homework right now but whatevskis ;) so yuhh umm this weekend was tight. friday night i went to the movie night thing with luke and watched tron (which SUCKED) and unstoppable which we sat and made fun of the whole time :) it maade me happy. and then saturday i woke and kat texted me and wanted to get lunch and i was down cause i was like starving so we went to pueblo and i had arroz con pollo, mi favorito :) then we had to drive and get lost to pick up one of her friends... it was an experience hahaha kat was pissed. i think she might have melted down if it had taken any longer. it should have taken 30 minutes to get to the place he was at, but the gps took us all over the place and then he didn't really know where he was and it was craziness and took like an hour to get there. hahaha and then there was a tornado warning and kat freaked :) i wish i would have recorded it. i would set it as my ringtone ;) she was like "great what next?! we're gonna get struck by lightning and then drive off a cliff and be mauled by bears?!" hahahaha it was friggin awesome!! umm so we pick up her friend tucker and then we went to macadoos for a delightful cinnamon sensation. God's gift to the Earth. just sayin :) ummm she dropped me back at my dorm and then me and hannah went to sonic flood at the awakening which was alright i suppose. we met up with jeff and dylan and michelle at the tilly and played Life and egyptian rat screw. twas a good time. so we were there till like 2. i went back and watched...
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so yeah that took some time :) ahahaha anyways yuhh, sunday i went to church with daniel and then we went out to lunch with some of his friends. i got to know some of the people which was tight and i'm actually going on a sleep over with those people this friday those that'll be tight. the girls that i met invited me to with them to get my ears pierced. so i was gonna get half way between like the top and the bottom pierced and we were gonna do it at walmart cause it's cheap.. but the walmarts in lynchburg stopped piercing ears and it's like $87 to get your ears pierced at claires. so not worth it. so we didn't get anything pierced. then i went to dinner and the the clab with hannah and uriah and jeremy. we got bored and went to the dollar theater later though and saw unknown with one of uriah's friends and yuhh. it was chill. can i just say i hate being a girl some times. boys are sooo lucky they dont have to go through pms. not a period. just pms. like foreals i would be fine with having a period. like yeah it's annoying, but i could deal with it, but friggin pms. ughhh it pisses me off. and i'm one of the lucky ones (at least for now) since i dont get cramps. i just feel like dump all the time. like i'm crazy. depressed and angry at the same time hahahahahaha and sleepy. like i'm always tired but when i'm pmsing it's 9872384237 times worse. so since this months pms has been so bad my mom thinks i need to go to the doctor and get stuff altered which i kinda do. i just want to see my mom and my dog and my dad and carlton. i miss my town dude. like i love liberty and my friends here but like i dunno i miss my city and my family and friends and stuff. i'm stoked for summer.
****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************bro can i jjust say that umm yeah i'm going to see friggin KE$HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KLALAKSDJOCIAJROAQEJRF;ALKSDJ;KD JCAOIVJ A;DOVKJAS;DL VKAJAS; DKVAS;ODJAS ;DOVJADS; KVJA;DLKJ EOFAIUERFHAU IHFAKDJ ASDV JA;OIDJS D;KIJD VAS;IDJ;OSIDFA;DOIJC I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE THIS!! AND i may have BACK STAGE PASSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what if i met ke$ha?!?! omgsh i dont think i could contain myself!! i would probably pee on myself hahahahahahahaha omgsh i cant waittt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
